My weekend

This weekend was pretty good I must say. It was very productive and I got to talk with my Baby of course. This made me happy despite my overall sadness that I can not physically hold him right now. But at the moment, I am doing much better with that sadness.

On Saturday, I hibernated in my room ALL DAY. I know it was crazy. I haven't done that since hight school, hehe. And even then it wasn't total hibernation by myself because there would always be family coming in and out. But yeah, Saturday was my alone time seriously. I woke up around 10:00am and then I took a refreshing shower and sat down at my honey dips computer and began to work. (btw honey dip is another one of the names I have for you my mu - mu) :). So yeah I worked on hmk for Contemporary Black Politics, Business Government, and then English and African American Studies. Meanwhile my baby got on meebo, and we were able to video conference chat while I worked. While I worked on homework, he worked on his RA re-application. It was great! I felt him with me the entire time. We laughed and made faces at each other, and blew each other kisses and gave each other electronic hugs hehe, and we talked about current events. It was good stuff. I learned that in the biotechnological field, scientists have already started experimenting with human reproduction of animals. Yep thats right...its crazy!! I had no idea, but scientist already have human female hosts that have been injected with animal sperm. Another words, they have human females trying to grow gorilla and chimpanzee babies. It is a hot mess in my opinion. It is quite terrible. UGh! But yeah that was something just interesting to gross you out. haha. But yeah the issue of debate was whether or not the biotechnological field should be loosely or tightly regulated. I think that laws should restrict a lot of the research that is going on or that biotechnology wants to conduct in the future - such as cloning and breading animal babies from human beings. I don't think that the field of biotechnology is capable of regulating itself at all in terms of its conduct and ethics. But the author of the article thinks other wise.

Anywho...after that we talked and worked and talked and worked all day. Until like 6 or 7 in the evening. Then my baby finally told me to go eat and I did at the dinning hall. There I ran into a couple of my residents and had to eat with them cause one girl kept pressing :(. hehe. But yeah it was nice..I just wanted to eat alone though. Anywho..I came back to my baby and talked with him till he had to leave. His Dad was coming to pick him up and he was headed to a lacrosse game and snow-shoeing. Which was exciting. Check out his blog to see/read. But yeah..I did something bad..and I cried when he left. I couldn't control my tears at all. Sigh..All day I felt that he was right here beside me so much so that I forgot he was away physically. So it caught me off guard when he had to go...and I cried. I felt so bad for crying..I didn't want to make you sad honey..just know that I love you and I miss you and I am doing alright. I may cry at times...but I am holding up and waiting for you! MWAH. I am so happy that I have forever with you. This way we can make up for the time that we are away from each other. mwah.

But yeah after that episode..I pulled myself together..completed my homework, and headed off to the gym at like 9 or so. I had a great workout. I worked out for 2 1/2 hours. It was really good, and made me feel better. Then I came back and took a nice long shower. After that I surfed the net some and found some awesome jobs btw..baby I will send them to you. I found some for both of us..as backups :). And then when I couldn't hold out anymore I went to sleep. It was a good rest.

Sunday - I woke up at 7. I woke up to some knuckle heads prank on a student. I don't even want to say the prank to give anyone else ideas. But the point was I was sooo angry....and yelled at the girl and the boys that were involved! I even scared them to high heavens by telling them of the possible repercussions. And this was while I was still part sleep walking lol. What!? 7am on a SUNDAY is EARLY! shoot! Anywho....after that episode...my Dad came to pick me up and take me home for Bible Study. I got home at like 9am and Bible study doesn't start till 11:45, so I talked with my Bro for an hour...and found out about the restart of his relationship, and then I went jogging for 45 mins.. It felt nice to jog around my home area. I hadn't done that since I was a sophomore and now I am officially a senior.

So when I came home I showered and my mom taught me how to season chicken. (I have been taking lessons on how to cook from her so that has been going well). Then we had Bible Study and a family meeting about finances. At around 3:00 I drove Trina and Neil to the mall and we all laughed and joked. It was good to be with them. It really showed me that the reason both of them were acting hostile (for lack of a better term) towards me was because they really missed me. So yeah...:). As my Tamu would say "oh...when family loves you." hehe. After that we came home and I ate dinner and talked with my mom. We talked and then did homework together. I brought out my business government book and jumped on her bed to read, and she brought out her managerial accounting book and studied on her desk. It was nice to do hmk with my mom. She out lasted me though, cause I fell asleep until 10:00 - when I had to leave. My brother drove me back on campus and we talked more about his relationship..so that was good. I am excited for him. I just want him to allow the Lord to lead him and for him to be happy and in love like I am. It felt good to know that he was in love and could feel some of the stuff I feel. So that was great. He was SOO HAppY! So i was elated to see him full of life again. Anywho..after that I did some net surfing...talked with my Baby on the phone and we both said goodnight at around 2:00am.

To the Lord, thank you for everything, please continue to sustain me and draw me closer to yourself, and to my Baby, I love you SOOOO mUCH! A BILLION KISSES AND HUGES.

I went to sleep on the pillow case of him and fell into his arms once again.