After my BIG midterm

So, the Business Government midterm was today. You know, the one I had been studying for for the ENTirE weekend!! Well I think I did very well on it, God willingly I actually did. But I am staying positive. I knew all the terms and more terms that were even not on the exam. I got to include them in my essay portion though. So i am content. I was very happy that this went well though, cause if you couldn't tell from how much I studied for it, I was very very nervous. Well I always get a little nervous before and exam..I don't know why..but I do. But yeah, for this one, I was very nervous so when I finished it and realized that I studied well, I was very happy. I felt like a huge rock had lifted off my shoulders. I had a whole bunch due this week: 3 papers, the BG test and African Americans test. I was so nervous that I was going to not do well on everything, specially cause my mind was of course on Tamu and missing him. I was dreading this week, but hoping for it to come at the same time so that I could get one day closer to the time of his return. But yeah for a bit..I just couldn't focus. I would be reading and have to read a sentence over and over again cause I found my mind wondering about Tamu instead of on the material I was reading. Yikes..I thought to myself.."I can't focus...I can't get this...and I'm going to surely fail" hehe. But I calmed myself, prayed to my Lord and he helped to calm me and focus. I also thought of how much mu loves me, and that helped as well. :)

So yeah the results are as follows: I got an A on my African American studies exam, an A on my English paper, a good feeling about my BG midterm, and I have yet to hand in my second and third paper which is due tomorrow and Friday. So we shall see. But I think I did fairly well for the week. Even though it is not over yet, I consider the hard parts over :)

After the exam, I headed to Moms office and talked with her for a bit. Then I went to my dorm and worked on my paper due wed. I then feel asleep for an hour, and got up in time enough to get to work. I was sooo tired and drained. But yeah, while I was at work, I plugged away at my paper even more. I actually just finished it before blogging it. It's like 1:00 in the morning right now. I have been working on this paper since 3 this afternoon so I am relieved to be done! :)

Anywho, after doing most of my paper by 6:30pm, I got dressed and went to meet Sherley at the gym. We worked out until 9:00. It was a good workout. She was feeling sad over some stuff so I encouraged her the same way she encouraged me when i was falling apart over Tamu being gone. But yeah, the bottom line is some stupid guy just didn't realize what he had and didn't treat her as she should have been treated and now she is suffering from the hurt. So yeah..boo!! But with the Lord's help and my help she will be just fine. We are having a day out together this Friday and Saturday. Friday I am going with her to get her hair done at Monica and Todd's (my hairdresser, but she has never gone there). And then on Saturday we are supposed to go see a movie. I am not sure which one yet, but it should be fun. Yeah, now that I think about it, it is my job to look up times and such..so I should get on that haha.

But yeah after having a hard workout, I went to my staff meeting which was at 9:30pm and then I headed back to my room to finish my paper. And here I am. I'm listening to mixture of jamie fox, brian mcknight, eric benet, and robin thicke. They are all on my play list now. Good singers!!! very good singers. There music is sad enough for me to tear up, but its smooth enough to relax me and help me focus. But yeah...anywho..

I miss you baby, and I love you. I sent you some messages in gmail and fb and left comments on your blog. MWah. I hope you are having a great sleep and have a fantastic day tomorrow. Oh and I am working on getting a phone card tomorrow so I should be calling you soon. Oh and RA's find out if we got hired for next year on Friday. So I'll tell you how that goes. Supposedly there is a lot of us returnees so thats always good.

Oh and one more thing - Spring break is next week!!! I had totally forgotten. But it will be perfect..I can finally get some sleep. I feel like I am tired 24/7.

The room is bright and comfy..i feel good. (And just so u know..I am going to start writing random sentences at the end of my writings again. I think its cool) :P